Friday 18th March 2011

This week is a bit... different.  I say this because I'm aware of the sense of urgency in everything coming to an end, and in addition to that the unfortunate occurences in Japan, which holds a great effect on me.  I can't help but feel indifferent about it all though.  There's so much that I need to do yet I don't feel like I've come under any pressure whatsoever in order to do anything worthwhile. 

 Other than that, there really isn't anything for me to say here, only posting for the sake of keeping this page a little bit more active.  That and the fact that I can't be bothered to put in any effort today.  Apologies. 

Friday 4th March 2011

Today on my train journey home, I started thinking over why I wanted to travel by train in the first place.  It's become such a routine that I seem to have forgotten why I was so fond of it.  Then I remembered.

I remembered how I loved travelling, I remembered the good moments that I had spent with friends and family during, I remembered...  the feeling of venture and the sense of freedom that I got.  Yet here I am - sitting down - waiting to just get home and without someone to interact with.  I find it difficult to actually enjoy the monotonous daily routine that I oh so used to love.

Really sorry, I did try so hard to keep up with people.  It got exhausting.  But look at me, getting down for no logical reason.  One day, I'll be able to have at least one friend who can just take away my negativity the instance they show up.  One day...