May is also here, and so are the exams. It's as if I'm preparing myself for failure, the fact that I refuse to want to do any work at all, like that final breath you draw before someone takes your life - you just don't want to do anything.
I've been concerned enough about chemistry, maths and psychology and there's clearly not enough time for me to cover everything within due time. I would so like to move on in life but I fear that I might have to remain trapped in college for another two years. I really wouldn't like to but it seems that I don't have choice, I've already landed myself in such a situation where I can't resolve the matter and so have to settle on some consolation.
But I'm used to that, taking consolations. I mean, it's not like I deserve the actual prized achievement there is.
I'm going to pick up my maths book now in the hope that when I fail, I'll fail with a decent result.
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