With uni life now up and running I feel like I'm actually making use of my existence here in the world. Regardless of that I still feel slightly empty on the inside. The friends I have made long ago are now falling more and more distant. The friends I make now, right here at the university feel more like just amicable acquaintances. Nonetheless my upset is refrained from display and my infamous façade continues.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I feel like giving up but it seems such a waste since I've been given the opportunity to get back onto my own two feet again.
I feel like crying, but I don't know why. I want to scream and kick and shout, but there's something holding me back.
I feel shit.
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