What was meant to be a day of resting for me ended up as an entire day of outings. Like I mentioned before, there hardly comes a day where I can get rest for real. But it was good to escape from the stress that's been with me for the past couple of days, the problem was trying to stay conscious to stay free from any train of thought.
The day was a warm one, getting slightly humid, nearing the atmosphere I had missed for so long, now the yearning grows stronger by the day, as the heat of the sky rises, the sun that was once friendly to the skin, now menacing to the burns. I quite like it, it takes me beck to the times where the summer here was like Christmas in HK, where I used to complain about how could it gets at night and why the air conditioning was still on.
I didn't understand, how could I? I was four, I knew nothing, I wasn't knowledgeable, I wasn't theoretical, I just sat through time until I grew up to be capable of tackling such things. I've been somparing myself lately, to how I was about a decade ago, to see where I've stepped forward, to where I've stepped back. My attributes are on balances, one increases, the other decreases, it's come to me that I can never maximise the two opposites, I should really start on giving some things up.
But I don't want to, I like the things I do, so many things I'd like to keep, I little I want to throw away...
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