Well, here I am. 18, like a grown man. Now what? Am I to cast myself into the real world and face the music of it all? What benefits do I now get that I couldn't before? Cynical I know but I'm just saying, people seemed shoked to hear that I didn't have any plans for tonight.
Well, I was going through my friend's blog and I've noticed for the last few posts it's gradually becoming more like mine (only mine perpetuates and I'm sure his depression's only spiking). Since all the negativity has been shifted to his side of the equilibrium I thought I'd take a brighter tone today.
Yes this week has got to be one of the hardest times to go through for everyone in the IB, with all the final deadlines approaching and the panic button hit. Once met and accomplished I'm sure some of the pressure will be off and we'll all have a little bit more room to breathe. As for now, in my approach, I would rather get things done than to think about how messed up life is and how much of a waste it will be if we fail.
Sure, I think that to myself all the time but I guess it's easier to cope when you're introvert. Well, I'm running out of time and I really need to be finishing my work now. I'll be off.
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Hmm being 18 doesn't change much you're right but it's a great time to have a party jsut for the hell of it. It distracts you from the tragedy that is life to come.
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