I couldn't wait until I went out to meet Josh today, with my hopes held high I thought once I get into the mood of upsetting myself it would be easier for me to let it all out, or at least, most of it. It turns out that it was easier, without having to do all the work myself, I could get so much out within just minutes.
Indeed I had to return the favour, after the tragedy of his relationship, I decided to invite him over to wind him down a little. How depressing, to have two people comfort each other, to force ourselves into believing that it would be too much work to tell the whole story to a new person, to reintroduce everything at the risk of exhausting the purity of the emotion.
What wonders lie behind that ideal paradise, to escape from all reality, to detach oneself from the chains that hold opposites together so that you would only get one and not the other. It would be so great to be in a world like that and I don't wan to think too much about it, or my reasoning will eventually get there and begin with its process of tearing it down, with all these impossibilities crashing down on me. It'll never happen.
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