I felt so tired today, beyond the point where I would care about anything for any longer. I didn't want to have to do anything at all, with my mind fully occupied by my extended essay which, by sheer luck, the deadline has been extended for at least another week. I had my theory of knowledge presentation in mind too as well as my psychology coursework and english world literature, all due supposedly by this week.
I swore to myself that I'd get to work as soon as I got home but only to indulge myself in the conversations on msn - how easily distracted I am, how easy it is to get me away from work. It's as if I've developed an automatic repellence to anything work related which strikes me unusual, I used to love doing all this. Maybe, there's a lack of motivation within me now, like I have begun considering giving up on the whole course and have already subconciously starting to let go of my future plans.
I want to get my health back up first though and let my mind think that litle bit clearer before I make certain that I don't want to do this anymore.
Fare thee well, I depart to bed.
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