This is one of those moments where you feel that you should be doing something but just too lazy to do it. And I hate myself for it, truly I do. I do it on purpose, to get something else to do [blog] and convince myself that I'm busy at the moment, that I would do it later. It won't happen anytime soon will it? I doubt that very much.
Tonight's concert had been good, it's had enough people in the audience as well the time for performing, all full and proper. I was surprised, I hadn't expected it to go on for so long and for the church to be overfilled with sepctators, nothing of a similar situation has ever happened to me before.
I can't drag this out any longer, I really wish that I could, to get the the extra work out of the way, but there's still that reluctance to complete it all. I think this is my new main reason for why I hate myself so much, making the wrong decisions, doing hardly working instead of working hardly.
I mentioned new main reason, right? Don't know why I said that, the situation now has blinded me from seeing my previous one. I wish I could just go back in time, to keep on track during yr12 so that I don't have to panic so much and do little for this year. I really wish I could do that. If the chance arrives, I'm taking it.
But it won't happen though, will it?
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