I can finally get a proper load of work getting going underway. Now with a boost in morality and soon, bonus hours for sleep, this can only be good. Yet with things moving on at a better pace, this depression still looms over me, like it has nowhere else to go.
This habit of mine to fear for the worst, to some extent it would actually be better for me to think like that, to get things over and done with. But like my friends have told me, it's an unhealthy way of life. I don't see any way to prevent this from happening, how could I change these ways?
I wouldn't want to change them, not just yet at least, for there are many other thigns that I prioritise for the sake of my future.
It's times like these where I wish I would stop blogging, to stop me from thinking too deep into things, finding patterns in things that are just coincidentally placed. Not saying that my posts express some sort of deep thought but for me it has enabled me to sit back and see the full picture as I outline things.
Well, life is going just as mediocre as before, let's hope that a few more 'fine's will get me through the rest of it.
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