Friday 29th May 2009

Haha! I have company, but first, I'd like to take this oppurtunity to apologize to you, Josh, for giving you an earful about what I was thinking in the past week. All of a sudden, my day was filled up leaving no empty space behind. I'm starting to think about where to live too, of course, I'll need help with the payment, and whom better to ask than he? It's been good, I spent all day thinking about starting revision, I only have the weekends left now =/

Slowly, I've begun to realize that I'm beginning to find out which side I should stay on certain people, I've become more aware of how to think and behave around each person. It's not that I haven't been doing it before, it's rather the feelings being stronger. Lessons in life, something that's getting to me in the past week, a lot of things I've learnt can be used in my own lifestyle, what to do and what not to do.

Another thing that's been getting to me, it might be me, or that it really is happening, I'm seeing Josh in a new light - rather than the "sensitive hedonist" oxymoron I tend to use, he seems to me a more vibrant person, and it takes me some getting used to.