Thursday 28th May 2009

Was woken up abruptly by the sound of mother yelling at the bottom of stairs, I felt like everything was taken out of me this morning, I didn't have the energy to stand on my own feet. There was an unexpected visit to Birmingham today, as my uncle was in town to stock up for his store in Leicester, he had decided to invite us out to eat. Upon arrival, little did expect my arch nemesis to be there - the dreaded aunt. I had forgotten that she came to England to see her son (my cousin), so this threw me off guard with little effort. And to think she purposely booked a plane ticket on the same plane and date as the one I had to get back to HK, this takes some dedication, destroying me like this.

I spent the whole afternoon contemplating whether I should start revision for my college mock exams ("tests", as Martin likes to call them...), but really, I felt no motivation in doing so, but the guilt of me not doing it lingers with me, the fact that I would have to do even more over the weekend, it tires me even more and repels me from wanting to do any work. So I compromised a little, I started to read all my poems for english whilst listening to Purcell and Haydn. It's not much work done, but at least I get to familiarize myself with english and music.

It might have been me, but I felt hungry, all the time, regardless that I went out to eat a £255.90 lunch (Yes, I paid for it, teaches me not to partake of these traditions too passionately, my account is nearing 0 by the minute). I've been constantly eating, always raiding my kitchen food storages for anything edible, but I had eaten most of it the day before.

The half term is nearing an end. The closer the school term is, the more I begin to feel that I miss being with quite a lot of people:

• Josh - I've not seen him all week now and it's really frustrating me, I need a careful listener to ease away my memories.
  
• Jack - Hard times he's going through, yet he's not made contact at all.
• Adam (G) - I miss his dopey comments, I can't laugh at him otherwise.
• Ben - I need my homework done, why is he not on msn?
• Rhys - I need my support, but he's disappeared from all forms of contact.
• Adam (JB) - For times when I really need to laugh at something completely unrelated to what's happening in the current time.
• Tham - To have someone there to object to almost everything I say, it gets boring when every thing's too agreeable, but then again... not too much objection would be nice.
• Evee - Just someone to stray off topic in conversations so that I can get completely lost in what I'm doing.
• Steven - I miss the childish rows we have about anything, I miss the juvenile things we do.

That's all can I think of at the moment, I'm sure there's more, but that's going to bore you, I'm starting to feel that I'm writing another essay entry, sorry about that, I'll stop now.