I know I know, it's way past midnight and I'm writing yesterday's entry, but hey, I got lost in my own little world of surreal imaginations. I was tutoring today (technically yesterday but you know what I mean) and it was a great distraction from my own thoughts. That's the downfall of my holidays, I always get too much time on my hands to start wandering off into my own thoughts, to experiment with any new approaches to things I do, to see what I can get out of it.
I decided to see what I sounded like on my violin, by recording myself - now I know that it does sound slightly differently and so I shoudln't sound as horrific as to what I hear. Terrible. I could hear so many things that were wrong about my playing, not in tune and the rhythm was looser than I had thought I was playing.
I've been doing a lot of self-criticism today, it's just one of those moods where I go around and never appreciate much about my own things. I should get to bed, I've been getting to sleep quite late since the holidays have started, really. I'll just stop writing now...
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