I feel better today, I didn't have to spend all that effort into talking to many people and found a way to keep myself occupied with a gameboy, I rediscovered the joys of pokémon once again and was engrossed in the playing for 4 hours straight. Apart from that, there wasn't much else happening today, allowing me time to think things through properly once again.
It's strange how the same thing can be seen in different lights, for instance, this morning I was on my way into Birmingham and I has BBC Radio 1 on for half of the way, then tuning into Kerrang! Radio. The church I saw in town seemed quite normal compared to all the other times I go by it., it appeared to be just an old building that I happen to pass. Getting back home however, I had BBC Radio 3 on and it looked brighter and it wasn't so worn down - I felt envious as to how I never seem to be like that whenever I change radio stations, I could get a chance to know how it's like to feel the utopia I've wanted so badly for... but yet, I don't want to leave all this that I have now, or there'll be no difference.
Getting distracted at the moment, pokémon calls me again, I shall keep updated with any random throughts that come to mind.
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