I was listening to my entire music collection today and realised there are voices that I would love to have. Though it may sound somewhat wrong I still like certain attributes of people and wish to have it as my own, but that just makes me appreciate less of what I have but don't get me wrong, I really do like some of the things I have now.
It makes me think too, about why I do the things I do now. It's almost like a habit, acting as though I don't understand when really I either can't be bothered to think things through or that I don't want to admit I know it all already. Most of the time it seems fine for me, but there are those moments where I question myself, if I hadn't done that I would have been so much better off, but it's always my natural reactions that take control before I get to think clearly about what I'm about to do.
There are so many things that I want, so many things that I need, so many things I want to rid of, an endless list of things I would want to do, but the chance isn't coming. In that case, I'll have to force my way through it.
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