The week is dragging on so slowly, I doubt that I can make it to the end. My life has had its climax, never to rise again, never able to bask in the sanctuary of security. I've gone and lived my choices, throwing away the hopes my parents held about me, a failure to their expectations.
I swear to God now is the time I should focus solely on education, to recover my losses and make decent of myself. I grew up hoping to influence people, but now I grow to fight only for myself, to survive - to keep me from what?
Some of the students have gone, which makes it easier for me to stay hidden, no one would really suspect much. Others just don't know what's happening, so I can be perfectly normal with them.
Things are going as planned, why wouldn't it when I wanted them in the first place? I had no motivation, for this I have a drive. I need to pass time, I'm going to bed.
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