A day of mixed thoughts, some really deep, some completely random. but I feel that nothing can alleviate me from what I'm concerned with. It's people always seem to be siding together against me, like how I can always get the wrong idea about something. To be suggested ways in which I could change to improve myself, to model me into something they'd like me to become, makes me think that I'm not that all appreciated the way I am - come to think of it, the last time I tried changing, people kept on complaining anyway so why should I bother?
On the other hand, Josh called this morning, waking me up at 0830, he asked about visiting, like most of the other times where he's usually in a crisis. It should be fine, we're both in need of a listener, and the way that each of us respond to the matter seems to cast a calming aura, healing those mental wounds. It's something to look up to, but like I would say, the good things will take care of themsevles, I'll have to go on treating the negatives.
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