Revived by a great find - undoubtedly my the first ever friend I made when I moved to here, forgotten since year 6, remembered in year 12. It's been 6 long years and now I've finally come back in touch with him. It makes me realise how so much changes, in all kinds of people over these vital years and which paths we each took to get to where we are now. The pain lives on, how some are already forgotten, never to be recognised again even if we do encounter, like friendship never existed.
I found today a big help, with people going on as if nothing had happened, it really made my worries unnecessary and inconsiderate. It gave me time to re-build my emotional capacity too so that I can star as if it were the beginning. I'm isolating myself slightly for this though, or being around people will just make me fill it up even faster, but I fear it not, I know to make more space for things this time.
On another note, I got italian mock results, which didn't really turn out in my favour. OK, they're higher than everyone else's but it's obvious that mine aren't that high either. This is just about a pass in my eyes, shame on me to be putting off my italian revision like that...
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