I woke up abruptly this morning only to force myself to get ready for Leicester, my aunt came to visit and hoped to go back with us when the summer holidays start after when I return from Slovakia. I'm not flaring so well, I'm worried sick about what my chemistry teacher is going to say to me, I'm definitely going to get an earful from her, it's how she is.
As for this week, I'm going to stay in the shadows and hope I won't be noticed. I have practically two more lesson weeks in college before I can finally let down my guard a little, Extended Essay week is going to tire me out, Slovakia will tire me out when I get back and pack for the summer. For a year I've endured this lack of sleep, but no more, I will sleep wherever I go in August, and nothing can stop me. I mostly look forward to what will happen, of what excitement the future beholds, but it all seems to be ruined by the slightest negative thought, of being pessimistically realistic, spoils the very essence of enlightenment that I hoped to enjoy.
Oh well, time I keep holding myself together, it's not long until the end.
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