The end of the week - it felt like I went through a whole block of time, seeming impenetrable on Sunday, now conquerable on Saturday. It tires me out even to live through one week. I'm doubting the energy I have to sustain myself for the rest of my life.
I'm beginning to feel people slip away from me, something I've been aiming for from the time I thought of withdrawing myself from the world. It has its costs though, the people I always talk to gone only to enhance my social needs but I guess it takes me back to as I was before, when I had no urge to talk to people about such meaningless subjects, to be able to focus on my own objectives.
There's a nice side to it, it gives me more time to think through things, of issues I've had over the past few weeks (of which most I have found solutions for). I look forward to the following week now, I feel as if I'm ready to endure all kinds of time, whether it will drag me or chase me, I'm interested what will happen to the changes I make.
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