Follow The Crowd

The bad things about me, the criticisms of me, the prejudices put upon me.

All these things I can eventually find a way around, to eventually manage to manipulate them and use them to my advantage rather than trying to fix it. Sure, there are things that definitely need to be fixed, like severe procrastination, but it's still good for me to keep those traits for when it comes in handy, right?

Why am I even asking, I know what to do already, I've set my mind onto it.

I used to think that if you're different to everyone else in some form or another, you try and show them to the best of your ability that it can be used for good. But I've realised through my years worth of life experiences, that there are also people who think just the same and follow the same concept too, thus leaving neither side satisfied with what they have achieved.

So this is what I propose - if the majority of the population believes that something of mine does not conform to their usual homeostatic lives, and that I fail to make them understand and embrace my paradigm of seeing the good in my unusualness, I may as well go along with what they think and keep it all to myself, knowing that I know that it's good for me still.

I shouldn't mould myself into something others would prefer me to be, for the sake of letting them complain some more and telling me to change those "last few details" they've said repeatedly for the past few years or so.

It's not worth it all, it's like I'm told to clean the floor, done it, and no one notices until they see a "you missed a spot" moment.

What? There's no more to say on this matter now, anyhting else I'd rather keep to myself to save myself from what I anticipate, rants and criticisms. Now that I've mentioned that, I'm guessing there are people now feeling more reluctant to do just that.