Monday, 12 October 2009

Monday 12th October 2009

Today was simply depressed, to be honestly blunt. I don't know how else to put it. I have this feeling that I could go through these two college years coming out in the end with nothing at all.

How depressing of a thought that must be. It really is by time that I get my act together. These worries are building up inside of me, going to the extremes already and this is only just the thought.

I should calm myself down, I know I have the tendency to fear for the worst, that's probably what's dragging me down to the pits.

On a bright note, I feel at ease, whether that be the wrong approach to this situation I don't seem to be able to get out of this phase. Like I mentioned a while back, bipolar characteristics, that's probably it. This is either me recovering or I've finally reached breaking point of my depression.

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