It's cold out here, and I don't like it. Last year they were saying how every household should reduce their room temperature to 20 degrees, and this year, it's 18. Are we supposed to be slowly freeze to death in order to save on electricity and decrease global warming? If so, it's getting rather ridiculous.
But I don't just mean cold as in temperature cold - there's this sense of bitterness about me and it's been around for quite a while now. It's made me despise everything that's happened recently, totally not appreciating what wonders they bring.
I embrace it still for when it happens, and that's all I'll be showing to people who see me. I need to keep in mind though, I know that when I get time to myself I'll start to develop an unreasonable hatred for whatever it may be. I need to save myself, something I should have said a long long time ago.
I hate it when I do this, to put things off to a later date when clearly it has to be done ages before the actual deadline. I don't like how I organise things, it's not efficient enough. I'm going to stop complaining, it's hinging my thoughts on how find solutions to them.
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