Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Monday 26th October 2009

I can't help but notice that things have deadened slightly, this must be what abandonment is like.  I'm not just saying that because I want to be spoilt, more of the fact that I dislike this feel of emptiness.

How hopeless of me to think that I could have such a thing, when clearly it is impossible.  It's like what my friend had told me before, I try too hard to get next to nothing and little on the things that I need.

What a depressing thought that just went through my mind then; I just saw a life without anyone to be there with me.

This is why I should stop blogging, it gets too much to surface.

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