To have consecutive sleep-deprived nights on one of the busiest weeks of my college life is not a good combination. The half term is almost here, I have one more day of being reminded of my A Level future and then I can start catching up with my sleep.
There's sleep and then there's work - there's simply so much that's due in after the half term break that I can't simply wind down straight away, I need to finish the majority of the work I need to do first, before I start thinking of doing something new to me.
Where the IB would lead my life to I've no idea, but I have the impression that it's not going to be a good one. I have been contemplating switching higher and standard levels around, psychology and music respectively. I think in this way as I am concerned about my chances of passing this course, the only comfort I can get is from teh mock exams in December - hopefully if I am able to get my grades up and the fact that they look better, then it may spark some chance of me getting even better with it.
I doubt that though, I doubt it very much, as I don't think that I'll ever be able to change that much to make so much of a difference.
There aren't many things on my mind at the moment, probably because I feel so tired and that my mind's not functioning properly to be able to stay so focused on one things and follow it through. It can get so frustrating, I need some rest before my lesson tomorrow morning, would like to end my academic period knowing that I can do well in one subject...
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